Friday, July 15, 2011

Lord Send Your Angels...

When I'm alone and the light slowly fades
Cold with the night closing in
I know the shadow of almighty wings
Lord won't you send them again

 Lord send your angels to watch over me
I'm so afraid of the dark
Lord send your angels to watch over me
Wrap me in sheltering arms
Shield me, Keep me
Hold me safe in your arms
Lord send your angels to watch over me
Wrap me in sheltering arms


Sometimes the child inside of me cries
With fears of the dangers unknown
And questions with answers I can't seem to find
Then you send your angels to me
 
Lord send your angels to watch over me
I'm so afraid of the dark
Lord send your angels to watch over me
Wrap me in sheltering arms
Shield me, Keep me
Hold me safe in your arms
Lord send your angels to watch over me
Wrap me in sheltering arms

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Blessings...even in trials

Today I am thankful for many blessings in my life...but one of the biggest blessings I have ever been given is my Gram!  Thank you Lord for allowing me to have the privilege to know such a remarkable woman and thank you for allowing me the years I have had with her... to make some lifelong memories that are precious!

Today marks the 4 years since I received a phone call telling me that she was in the hospital and had suffered a heart attack.  It was a shock and I couldn't quite wrap my head around the information I was hearing on the other end of the phone.  I will never forget that day and the sound of Pap's voice as he was trying to tell me what had happened.  I will be honest...I have never felt such an empty feeling as I did that morning.  I remember telling Pap that we would be there ASAP and I remember what he said just like it happened yesterday.  From the other side of the phone I heard..."I don't want to lose her Heather."  When I heard him say that...I remember the tears welling up and telling him that he wasn't going to lose her and everything will be fine.  I had to stay strong...but I am not sure that I convinced him with the quiver in my voice.

I remember immediately calling Shane and telling him he needed to come home.  Shane had just left for work and I was home with all three children when the call came.  He had not made it to the office yet when he received my call on his cell phone.  He turned around and headed back home.  We were on the road within an hour or two and headed toward Indiana.  Shane would probably say it was a record packing event for me and he had never seen me pull it all together so quickly.  I am sure that I was providing him with funny stories to tell later on about how frantic I was trying to pack our family of 5 ... including one precious baby boy!

Today I am choosing to focusing on being thankful for even the trials that we face here on this earth!  We ALL have to deal with trials!   We were never promised that we wouldn't face difficult times!  Each of us have our own weaknesses and deal with trials in different ways than another person might deal with them.   Trials on this earth sometimes are more than we feel we can bear...and without strength from God...I might agree with that statement.  However, I know that HE is watching over HIS children and HE is in control!   Do I always feel this way?  NO!!!!  I lose focus at times and I question things sometimes...do you?  However, it isn't long at all until God quickly reminds me that HE is in control and HE will not leave me in my time of need.


I am thankful for the last 4 years even with the difficulties that my family has faced.  I am thankful to God that he has allowed me to have more time with Gram and Pap....and because of that I am working to make sure that my 3 children make memories with them that are unforgettable and precious!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

I am Bound For That City...

I am thankful for days like today that I am reminded of just how privileged I am to be a part of the West Hobbs Street family!   God blessed me with wonderful and special people in my life that have influenced me, helped me, loved me with all their hearts...and taught me that Heaven will surely be worth it ALL...and to stay focused on "the GOAL" no matter what circumstances I encounter here on this earth!  I am so thankful for everyone in my life...but especially for two precious souls that NEVER waiver and have always been constant in my life! 
 I am thankful for the peace and comfort I have knowing that no matter what this earthly life throws in my path...when this earthly life is over I will see them again in Heaven and...yes, IT WILL SURELY BE WORTH IT ALL!
When I think about Heaven and what it will be like....is hard to fathom it's beauty and just how magnificent it will be!   I want to be there when this earthly life has ended and I want to see my loved ones there with me!  God's love for me...in sending His Son to die for my sins...motivates me to strive to reach my goal of Heaven...but knowing that those I hold so close to my heart here on this earth will be there....makes it even sweeter to me!
"Knowing we can spend a life time reminiscing on the past, knowing I will see your face again where tender moments last.  It makes me want to go there knowing I wont be alone.  Knowing you'll be there makes it easy to go home."
 I have started my journey and
I am bound for that CITY....are you?

There's a city of light
Where there comes no night
For the sun never sets in the sky
In the Bible we're told
That the streets are pure gold
And a cool gentle river runs by

I'm bound for that city
God's holy white city
Oh yes I am I'll never turn back
To this world anymore anymore
No matter how rough may be the way
No matter how oft I stop to pray
I'm bound for that city
On that ever green shore

Little children will play
And our hearts will be gay
As we stroll through that city of gold
No more dying up there
No more sorrow to bear
And nobody will be feeble and old

I'm bound for that city
God's holy white city
Oh yes I am I'll never turn back
To this world anymore anymore
No matter how rough may be the way
No matter how oft I stop to pray
I'm bound for that city
On that ever green shore

No matter how rough may be the way
No matter how oft I stop to pray
I'm bound for that city
On that ever green ever green shore
I'm bound for that city
On that ever green ever green shore

Friday, April 22, 2011

I Choose to Live...

I don't about anyone else, but I forget many times to "choose to live"... or maybe it is not that I forget as much as I let other things cloud my thoughts on a daily basis.  I don't know of one single individual that doesn't deal with trouble and struggle in this day to day earthly life...do you?
Thank you Lord for the all good days and for the not so good days too!  Thank you for the life lessons we learn as we sometimes struggle to understand just why things happen like they sometimes do.

  
I know there are a lot of things, I've yet to figure out, 
but as I live I'm learning more of what life is all about
They say life is full of choices and you have to live with the choices you make.  
So, if I have to choose, here are some choices that I've made.

I choose to laugh instead of cry, 
I choose to spread my wings and learn to fly.
To love rather than hate, to see the good and not complain.  
I choose to take a chance and risk it all, get up again after a fall
I'm throwing caution to the wind.  I choose to live.

Everyday I make decisions, some big and some small.  
But, I'm glad I've made up my mind on the greatest one of all.
I gave my heart and life to Jesus
I have no doubt that he died for me
Since, I've been forgiven, I am living abundantly.


I choose to laugh instead of cry, 
I choose to spread my wings and learn to fly.
To love rather than hate, to see the good and not complain.  
I choose to take a chance and risk it all, get up again after a fall
I'm throwing caution to the wind.  I choose to live.

Thirty or forty, maybe even fifty years from now,
I pray the choices that I've made will help somebody in someway or some how

I choose to laugh instead of cry, 
I choose to spread my wings and learn to fly.
To love rather than hate, to see the good and not complain.  
I choose to take a chance and risk it all, get up again after a fall
I'm throwing caution to the wind.  I choose to live.






Thursday, April 7, 2011

Sunday, March 27, 2011

When You Thought I wasn't looking...

Lately,  I have been thinking a lot about example and what kind of example I set...not just for my children, but for any person I encounter along the way.   I am striving to teach by example when it comes to my children.  Naturally, they are my first and foremost priority when it comes to teaching about serving God.
At the close of many days, I think about the example that I showed others during the day.  Unfortunately, there are days that I know I failed in setting the right example for my own children and others that I have encountered.  
I am so thankful that, even on those days that I mess up and many of my imperfections come to the surface, I serve a God that has provided a way for me to come before Him and ask for forgiveness and help to do better in the days to come.

  Around our house for the last few months, I have heard these words coming from the mouths of my precious children.
 "Serving God by serving others!"
  Nothing makes me happier than to hear those words coming from the lips of my children...because it reminds me that EVERYONE can serve God by serving others!

  WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING...
  
   (A message every adult should read, because children
   are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say!)


   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my
   first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted
   to paint another one.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a
   stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind
   to animals.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my
   favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things could be
   the special things in life.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a
   prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always
   talk to and I learned to trust in God.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a
   meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I
   learned that we all have to help take care of each other.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of
   your time and money to help people who had nothing
   and I learned that those who have something should
   give to those who don't.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you take
   care of our house and everyone in it and I learned
   we have to take care of what we are given.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw how you
   handled your responsibilities, even when you didn't
   feel good and I learned that I would have to be
   responsible when I grow up.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come
   from your eyes and I learned that sometimes things
   hurt, but it's all right to cry.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you
   cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I learned most of
   life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and
   productive person when I grow up.

   When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked at you
   and wanted to say, "Thanks for all the things I saw
   when you thought I wasn't looking."

  Little eyes see a lot.
   Each of us (parent, grandparent, aunt, uncle,
   teacher or friend) influences the life of a child.
   How will you touch the life of someone today?
 

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Before I was a Mom...

       Three beautiful blessings, Three bundles of pure joy, Three precious hearts...that I am 
       privileged to call mine...

        Before I was a Mom...
        I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed.
        I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

       Before I was a Mom...
        I cleaned my house each day.
        I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby
        I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
        I never thought about immunizations.

        Before I was a Mom...
        I cleaned my house each day.
        I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby
        I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
        I never thought about immunizations.

        Before I was a Mom...
        I had never been puked on.
        Pooped on. Spit on.
        Chewed on.
        Peed on.
        I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
        I slept all night.
       
        Before I was a Mom...
        I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests.
        Or give shots.
        I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
        I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
        I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
        
        Before I was a Mom
        I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
        I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
        I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
        I never knew that I could love someone so much.
        I never knew I would love being a Mom.

        Before I was a Mom
        I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
        I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
        I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
        I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
     
        Before I was a Mom
        I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
        I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of  .         being a Mom.
        I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
                                        
         
 

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